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June 2005
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Feeding the Starved Soul
  by Mary Groeninger, St. Mary’s Episcopal Church, Ely 
 
    When I was a child, I don’t ever remember taking a Sunday off from church.  Even on vacation, my parents asked the hotel clerk where the Catholic Church was located so that we could go.  Like brushing our teeth every night and going to school every day (no mental health days in our house), it was just something we did.
    I remember once (and only once) asking my mother, “Why do we have to go to church EVERY Sunday?”  She gave me one of those looks at which women of her generation excelled, calm and piercing, and said, “Because it’s not too much too ask that we give an hour out of every week to God.”
    I didn’t have a response for that one and never remembering asking the question again.  Nor did I give up the habit of going to church each week. Even as a college and graduate student, on Sundays I almost always gave up that hour to God, my mother’s voice echoing somewhere in the back of my brain.  It may have been guilt—not the best motivation for faithful church attendance—but it got me there.
    I can’t remember when my reason for going to church shifted.  That voice in the back of my head never completely died out, but at some point in my 20’s I found that if I missed church for one or two weeks, I felt not guilty, but a bit empty.  There was something inside of me that needed feeding and was beginning to feel starved.  And again, I’m not exactly sure why, but I found that after I went back to church, no matter how mundane the sermon or the music, I’d leave feeling more at rest.  This summer I was away for three weekends in a row in August and feeling increasingly out-of-sorts and grumpy.  So when Sam, like his mother before him, chose that time to ask the same question I had asked my mother thirty years before, I found myself saying, “Because I miss it, and I need to go.”  Different answer, but he       didn’t have anything to say back either.
    Every year when it comes up in the lectionary at church, I puzzle over the words of the Beatitudes. 
    Why are the poor, the sick, the lonely, the oppressed happier than the rest of us?  They’re not really, are they?  It’s hard to be happy, to be loving, to be giving when you’re homeless or sick or hungry or alone.  But I’m beginning to think Christ’s talking about something different, as much as he pitied and reached out to people who suffered.  I think he’s talking about the emptiness of a life where every material want is satisfied, about that empty place, buried deep in me and – I suspect – in most of us, that surfaces from time to time as — what?  Dissatisfaction? Restlessness?  Loneliness?  In me, it’s all of those things, and it’s through the gathering of the Body breaking bread together that it’s filled. 
    I hope that my kids, who go to church every Saturday (though I admit that Will and I are not as diligent as my parents at seeking out churches when we’re away from home!), will keep it up as they grow older, but not because of their mother’s guilt-inspiring voice echoing in the back of their brains (I’ll save that voice for less important stuff).  I hope they’ll go because despite the gifts they’ve been given all their lives, their affluence, the love that surrounds them, they also will feel that empty place inside them that needs filling from the Life-Giver. 


Mary Groeninger is an active member of St. Mary’s Episcopal Church, Ely, MN.  She wrote this prior to adding to her motherly guilt by giving birth to Phoebe in April.
 

In this Issue


Feeding the Starved Soul

Pat's Pastoral Notes

East Range Churches Notes

St. John’s Notes

St. Mary’s Notes

St. Paul’s Notes

General Notes



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Pat after her Installation, October 2003
Pat's Pastoral Notes ...
The Rev Patricia Gillespie

Finding the Presence of the Holy

 
    I sit in the room that was mine as a child, listening to the ocean. It is a comforting sound, strong and stable among all the changes of life. There is much that is godlike about the ocean.
    I wonder how it is that we learn to see God at work in our lives. The child that I was found God in this little room. The child that I am today is touched by God on the beach as the fertile, powerful, and dangerous ocean washes around my feet.
    God’s touch is unplanned, unscheduled. God, in God’s own time, takes me by surprise. Those times when I try to pin God down, to find God at the time and place of my own choosing, scheduling “the experience” to fit my busy schedule, I am so often left feeling alone, empty, and frustrated. I have forgotten who’s in charge of this relationship. This is no tame god, subject to my call.
    I try to set those control needs of my adult self aside. I wait in my little room childlike, breathing with the sound of the ocean until I fall asleep. Waking sleepy-eyed I see before me the Holy Trinity: Flaming red dove, trailing streams of glory. The light of the world shining like a victor’s torch. The brilliant multicolored mystery of the holy one. Three in one dancing, interpenetrating, flowing light and color, the burning bush, wrapping me in peace.
    I blink and it’s gone. Or it’s still there. Same old child’s painting – multicolored ink-blot type – that’s been there for years. But for that one brief moment in childlike suspension of practical, adult reality, I was in the presence of the Holy, the really real.
    You, perhaps, have been there, too. The light reflected off an autumn maple leaf, the laughter of children, a grandmother’s tears, the crash of the surf, the warmth of your own breath. In a moment of childlike grace, a taste of what is really real, a glimpse of the presence of the Holy among us.
    Whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.  (Luke 18:17)
    May the child in you discover God in your life today.
    Blessings !
   
Pat +



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Joint Vestry Meeting
  
    Tuesday evening, June 14, at 6:30 pm in Tower at St. James’ Presbyterian Church at 302 Spruce Street.  Informal gathering for dinner at 5:00 pm at Good Ol’ Days in Tower on Main Street (across from Zup’s).  Vestry and Bishop’s Committee members from the East Range Episcopal Churches are expected to attend the meeting and all others interested are encouraged to come as well.  The Rev. Canon Sandi Holmberg will be with us to help us reflect on the “state of the church” and our resources for the future.

Worship Ministers’ Training
       
        Two opportunities for training for Worship Ministers (formerly called “Lay Readers”) to be licensed to lead public worship services (e.g., Morning Prayer).
Please let Pat know that you plan to attend so she can prepare accordingly.  Active worship ministers are also encouraged to attend. All interested are welcome to come to learn about our worship services, whether or not you are preparing to lead services.

Upcoming Retreats: - Journeying with the Saints in the Wilderness:

    Save the dates and please let Pat know ASAP if you want to attend one of these events.  Space is limited.

The Seekers – an Open Sunday Gathering


“The Seekers” is a new name for a regular, ongoing, year-round Sunday gathering for interested people to inquire and reflect on almost any topic in a Christian context.  It is a “come when you like” time when we can explore a variety of programs.  It could be bible study or book discussion, a formal program like via media, a speaker or a video, a panel of experts, or other creative options as appropriate.

    Programs approved by Pat may be facilitated during this time by a variety of people.  If you have an idea for something for The Seekers, please let Pat know.  All are encouraged to attend and to bring friends.  Watch The Epistle and check Sunday announcements for upcoming topics.
    Your program suggestions are invited.
    The schedule for June and July is:
  June 5:  Living the Resurrection:  Session 2: Common Worship
  June 12:  Serving at Worship (Worship Ministers’ Training)
  June 19:  Bible Study: Instructions for the Faithful - Jeremiah 20:7-13 and Matthew 10:16-33
  June 26:  Open
  July Sundays:  Renovare: Traditions of Spiritual Renewal

Welcoming and Caring For our Children

        To help our churches be welcoming and safe places for our children, the Diocese has made a video and training available for those of us who care about our children.  For the sake of our children, Pat would like all of us to see and discuss the video, which will be shown after worship some time this summer.  Our church leaders and those who work with our children  and youth are also expected to attend a “safe church” training session, which will be scheduled later, perhaps in the fall.
    We do have a youth group meeting regularly and are planning for Christian Education for our youngest members for the fall.  Over the summer Andrew Hill along with Taylor Twite will be sharing bible stories and program with children at St. Paul’s during the first part of our worship time. If you would like to help, regularly or occasionally, please let Pat know.

Education for Ministry (EFM)

    EFM is an opportunity to share your faith journey with a small group, to reflect on how God is active in our lives, and study scripture and theology.  Consider joining our EFM group.  Beginning in September, we will be meeting two Wednesday evenings each month for reflection, study, and prayer.  A commitment to regular attendance is expected and there is tuition to cover the materials (and scholarship help if needed).  Let Pat know if you are interested.

Sermon Helpers

    Our preachers group needs people to help us grow in our preaching abilities. “Sermon Helpers” of all ages and perspectives are needed to comment on occasional Sunday sermons.  Helpers will be given a written form indicating some specific feedback needs.  Of course, informal feedback and reflections about sermons are always welcome.  If you are interested in helping, let Pat know.

Looking for a Movie Camera

    The Preachers’ Group is looking for a video camera to use to help our Preachers-in-Training.  If you have one we can borrow, please let Pat know.

Transitions
Joint Vestry Meeting Notes


    Notes from the Joint Vestry Meeting East Range Episcopal Churches Joint Vestry Meeting in Tower at Benchwarmers, March 15, 2005:

Next Epistle

   Deadline for input to the July 2005  issue of The East Range Epistle is Wednesday, June 15, 2005 to your congregational contact.  Processing is tentatively scheduled for Wednesday, June 22.

Epistle Contribution Schedule

The schedule for the lead article for the next three issues of The East Range Epistle is:

Please keep the article to 400 to 500 words and send it to the lead article to Carol or Chuck Morello.  Deadline is the same as for the regular Epistle production.  

Getting Input to the Epistle


   Preparation of the Epistle is time-consuming. The following guidelines will ease the work burden on those involved:

1.  All submissions must be in electronic format (RTF, MS-Word, WordPerfect, Wordpad, Notepad, or as text inside an e-mail).  Non electronic format materials must go through your congregation’s EpistleContact:
   St. John’s: Jane Kingston (218-744-3833)
   St. Mary’s: Mary Groeninger (218-365-3364)
   St. Paul’s:  Deanne Polski (218-741-2503)

2.  Deadlines have been established to make it possible for you to receive the Epistle before the new month starts.  The Epistle goes to the printer on the Monday before the “folders, spindlers, and mutilators” process it.  Input received late may not be printed.
3.  If you wish to help with the production of the Epistleplease contact Pat (218-638-1206). 
4. If you wish to help with the editing of the Epistle, please contact Carol or Chuck Morello (218-744-1615)


To St. John's Homepage St. John's News
(Submitted by Jane Kingston)

Vestry Notes

Meeting of April 19, 2005:

Rector’s Report


Meeting of May 17, 2005

Rector’s Report

Reminders and Notices




St. Mary's Episcopal Church, Tower, MN St. Mary's News
(Submitted by Mary Groeninger)
 
Notes from Annual Meeting

    The following was covered at St. Mary’s Annual Meeting, Saturday, January 22, 2005

Treasurer’s Report:  The Treasurer’s Report was unanimously accepted.
Elections:  All vestry members are still serving terms.
Reports:  
  • The Canon Missioner’s Review was read.  
  • Tower Overview:  The Tower church needs a bathroom.  All agreed that this was a project worth pursuing.  The The Episcopal Church Welcomes You sign in the entrance to the Tower church will be moved to Mary Brown’s house where it can be hung close to the road.  Dick will look into the purchase of a smaller sign to be hung on Hwy 169 in Tower directing people to the church.
  • Ely Overview:  Report read  (filed with minutes at the church).
  • Education and Formation:  Report read  (filed with minutes at the church).
Discussion:
Worship:  The Tower church will continue to use Rite 2 in the Book of Common Prayer and Ely will continue to use The New Zealand Prayer Book and Rite 2 on third Saturdays.
Finances:  Discussed and agreed to the purchase of additional copies of the New Zealand Prayer Book for the Ely church.  Discussed the purchase of additional hymnals but will try making copies instead.
  • Formulated a Christian Education budget, incorporating funds for adult education, Sunday school, and day camp.
  • Agreed to begin sending $100 monthly to Ely Presbyterian in thanks for use of the building.
  • Formulated a budget for advertising, to be used for a sign and advertising in local papers as needed.
Welcoming:  Carol agreed to call old members to update the church directory.
Publicity and Marketing:  We will place a larger ad in the paper advertising Easter services and keep the weekly notice in the Ely Echo.

Wednesday Night Meetings

    Wednesday Night Meeting will continue in June with a discussion of Annie Lamott’s new collection of essays, Plan B.  Meetings are held on the first and third Wednesdays of the month, from 7-8:30 PM.  Contact Mary (218-365-3364) if you’d like to be notified periodically of future discussion topics.

Service Schedule Changes
 
    On June 11, due to a wedding, the 4:30 PM service normally held at Ely Presbyterian will be held at the Mary Catherine Brown House, which was willed to the church earlier this year.  To get to the house, turn South at the light by The Moose and head up the hill.  The house is on the right; look for the Episcopal Church Welcomes You sign.
 
Services at the Church in Tower

    The Saturday 6:30 PM services at St. Mary’s in Tower will start up again in June.

Northwoods Family Camp

    St. Mary’s will  be sponsoring  the 4th annual Northwoods Family Camp, a family-oriented environmental camp, on August 26-27 at the South Kawishiwi National Campground.  Camp will include kid’s activities on Tuesday afternoon; swimming for families late afternoon followed by dinner, games, and storytelling; and hiking and seining Saturday morning.  We have a limited number of premium campsites (direct access to the water) reserved for those who register early.  Contact Mary (218-365-3364), for more information.
 


St. Paul's in 2003 after renovations St. Paul's News
 
United Thank Offering

    To each and every one of you - Thank You for your Spring United Thank Offerings which totalled $587.02.   A check for this amount has been forwarded to the coordinator.   God Bless.   
Pam Brooks McIntosh

Vestry Notes

 
    Unofficial Minutes of St. Paul’s Episcopal Church Vestry Meeting, May 10, 2005:

The Planning Committee:
    The Vestry approved June 6 at 10 a.m. as the date and time for a follow-up cleaning, weeding, and planting outside the church.

Building and Grounds:
    1) David reported that the members who toured the rectory on April 23 found it to be in excellent condition just as Mike Gunderson had said. The only interior work we might undertake between tenants is rewallpapering the stairway and upstairs hallway. There was no evidence of steam damage except to the paint on the outside porch immediately adjacent to the city’s steam vent. A basement wall that has been subjected to great heat for a continued time should be reexamined after the steam leak problem has been repaired.
    2) Marlene moved that we either clean, scrape, and repaint the church sign on the corner or buy a new one. Lynne seconded the motion, and it was approved. (The vestry preferred renewing the present sign for its historical value.)

Restoration:   
    1) Marlene reported that the new stained glass windows have been promised for June 15.
    2) Downstairs work will now continue on plumbing, cupboards, and the general finishing of the 2 basement rooms in progress.

Youth:
    Gail reported that the youth group has 4 regular members. They have recently viewed the movie “Billy Jack” as the prompt for a good discussion on prejudice and especially prejudice on the Range.
Rector: Because Pat was at Clergy Conference she prepared a written report and request for discussion/action.
    1) Vestry approved that Pat be reimbursed $100 from outreach for the contribution to enable Trey to enter the 3-state baby contest (which he won).
    2) Vestry approved Andrew Hill to read Bible stories to children during church services providing Taylor Twite is also present. Taylor is to be paid $10 per Sunday.
    3) Vestry approved that we make members aware of where and when Safe Church trainings will be held at other churches.
    4) The vestry discussed Pat’s thoughts on adult education. One suggestion that found consensus is to have short-term rather than long-term programs (i.e. “for the next 3 Wednesday evenings, those interested will meet to discuss The First Coming”)  The belief was that people are not inclined to commit themselves to long-term adult education programs, and if they do commit and then miss sessions, they are often reluctant to start attending again. Thus such group(s) keep dwindling in numbers.

Treasurers’ Reports:
(1) Joanne presented the  3-point treasurer’s report.
(2) The vestry reviewed  the April treasurer’s report for St. Paul’s. With it, Rae Lynne included a note requesting that we find a replacement for her as soon as possible and set a target deadline for the replacement as September 1.
It is hoped that the stewardship letter about to be sent to members will help, since it features an appeal for a volunteer to take Rae Lynne’s place, She also included a letter from Grande’s hardware requesting an update approval on who is eligible to charge costs for the rectory. The vestry agreed that Mike Gunderson and Darrel Swenson should be the two we name.

Old Business:
David distributed a draft of the stewardship letter he had volunteered to write at the previous meeting. Gail moved that the letter be approved to be sent to the St. Paul community. Joie seconded the motion, and it was approved. 

New Business:
    1) Joanne said we have been receiving AT&T bills for the church phone, even though it is not to be used for long distance calls. The vestry approved placing a sign by the phone, reminding users not to make such calls,
    2) Lynne asked the vestry  for permission to store some of Christine’s belongs temporarily in the big end room in the basement while Christine is between places of residence. The vestry agreed.
    3) Gail said she had received complaints from the Wednesday night women’s group about church events compromising anonymity in the group. The vestry asked Gail to be the liaison with them and to suggest (tactfully) that another night might work better for their meeting.


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